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|Thursday, September 24th, 2009|
hey ladies. so today my boyfriend told me the one thing he'd change about me? my stomach. SO needless to say, i gotta lose it quick.
in august i was down at 110, but ive been slipping and now i'm up at 120. wtffff do i have to do to get my body back?
|Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009|
new to this journal
but i've been anorexic for a year and a half
i decided i needed new start
since i've been getting wayyyyy off track.
in desperate need of ana buddies :)
who like to text!
or actually whatever suits you girls
i WILL get there, it's just a matter of how long it takes me. Current Mood: determined
|Wednesday, September 2nd, 2009|
i hope your all okay and doing well!
quick question... if you don't drink the required amount of water a day do you hold whatever y
|Thursday, August 27th, 2009|
i really like this guy, he's said im beautiful and things but i don't think hes ever properly seen me. and im supposed to be meeting him in a few days and i don't want him to be dissapointed when he see's me. WHAT CAN I DO? i need to loose weight FAST
|Wednesday, August 26th, 2009|
what do YOU do to curb cravings?
how many calories can i eat a day and still loose alot of weight?
|Tuesday, August 25th, 2009|
i thought i would find it so hard not to eat today, i thought my hunger pains would get the better of me, but they didn't. I just fell asleep with a hot water bottle and woke up when most of the day was over. I'm going to have a bowl of soup later. is that OK?
i get so bored not eating. what does anyone else do to take their mind of it?
i've got to keep strong, i can't break this time. Current Mood: grateful
|Tuesday, August 4th, 2009|
Hello girls! I haven't been on for a while becuase my boss said she would fire me if i didn't eat... cause of my mood and stuff. Anyways, that was just a summer job and IT'S OVER!
so, i really need to get back on track.. It's been a lot easier than i ever thought it would be. In fact, it's harder not to be on track.
anyone want to join me? i really want a texting buddie!
|Monday, June 29th, 2009|
can someone please help me???
well, it happened again. Every now and then my tummy wont let me purge (and it hurts soo bad). Can someone please tell me what to do when a toothbrush won't work?
|Saturday, June 27th, 2009|
Hey everyone, my name is emily and i live in the usa. uh, I've struggled with an ed since middle school, but always managed to avoid it by compulsivly over-eating. Lately, however, it's been extra hard... and i just can't take it anymore. Insults that people have thrown at me just pile up, ya know? and know, i know, that i WILL be happier if i just go for my dream instead of trying to ignore what i really want. So, I'm starting a 28-30 day fast tomorrrow. I can do this, I HAVE to. I just REALLY have to.
|Wednesday, April 22nd, 2009|
Staying focused and in control
Ok... well today has been a positive day.... every aspect of my daily routine has been organized and sorted!
From getting ahead of myself at work to getting home on time ......getting all the housework done EVEN sorting my sock draw so they are tidy and put into groups..
ok a bit sad ....but hey ... it's great to feel in control...plus I have kept busy and burnt calories....
Today is good!
i_want _2c_bones xxxxx Current Mood: excited
|Monday, April 20th, 2009|
bone chatters....chat here
This chat space is for all of you who wish to define their bones...
Your future friend
1_want_2c_bones xxx Current Mood: cheerful
bones blog creator is back...yeah!
Hi, I created this blog spot a few years ago......I am still struggling to get to my lowest weight....but just because I have been away it doesn't mean I havent still been trying.
Im so glad my blog spot is being used...hopefully I could get to know you all and share tips and support.
Good luck to you all.
i_want_2c_bones xxxxx Current Mood: happy
|Friday, June 27th, 2008|
i found out slim fast has new caramel chews (found this out on www.skinnythinbones.blogspot.com) so on my break i went and bought some. they are pretty good! they have 100 cals and 6g protein per pack.
so far today, 300 cals, and i will have another pack of those caramel chews before i go work out since they have a good amount of protein :)
i hope everyone is doing well, be strong over the weekend
|Sunday, June 8th, 2008|
i went to the doctor's for a checkup [i broke my foot]
and while he was checking my other foot, he noticed one toenail was kinda black.
toenails get black for what you eat. or drink. ouch.
so i guess he found out that:
a. i love vodka
b. i dont eat anything.
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! my mom told him its because i drink a lot of coke zero, and it has many bad thigns in it. phew! anyways.... tonight i have a dinner at a chinese place with some friends.
its like the first time i find myself forced to go to one of these dinners, instead of beeing able to wiggle out of them.
what can i do? i dont want to eat! i started a fast yesterday, and its going so good!!!!!
please, do u know anything i could eat? veggies?
and i fought with my mom because she keeps buying me junk food [cookies, brownies, ice creams, cake, chips....]
and she got all mad and said she's not going to buy me any more food ^^
OMG!!! isnt this my dream????? ahahahahahah im happy.
i wont even get tempted to eat, because theres nothing TO eat!!!!! xD MUahuhauahuahUAhUAHUA
|Saturday, June 7th, 2008|
Hi! My name is Kay! I'm 21 years of age. I've been watching this community for a while. Just a little shy on what to say!!!! Well, I will say some about myself....
I was originally born in Harris, New York. I plan to move back to the City one day. I would like to live in Manhattan on 5th Avenue! But right now I live in Daytona Beach in the Anatole Apartments. It is SO Gorgeous if you have never been here!
I'm a Vegan. Best way to stay healthy, beautiful, and skinny! I eat all Organic Fruits and Veggies. (Read 'Skinny Bitch', Google PETA! You will go Vegan for life!)
I'm also a Model. I love it! It's THE most competitive business in the entertainment industry. Since I'm 5'5", I'm a petite Model. This makes it especially hard on me to get jobs and find a decent agency.
I'm a Commercial, Print, and Catalogue Model.
More importantly, I'm Pro ANA / MIA. I have been ANA for.... well.... since I was at least 3 to 5! I have been MIA since I was 17. So both are a long time running.
My thinspirations are Jaslene Gonzalez, Nicole Richie, Mary Kate Olsen, Twiggy, Gemma Ward, and Kate Moss.
Highest Weight: 127 lbs
Lowest Weight: 92 lbs
Goal Weight: 83-92 lbs
Bust: 32 in
Waist: 27 in
Hips: 33 in
I really don't know what I would do without the support of my ED Luv's!!!! I love ya's SO much! Thank-You! I love to give and recieve advice from fellow ANA/MIA's. Even if you just want to chat about life.... AIM me, MSN me, or YAHOO me!!!! Just add me, leave me a message letting me know you're from LJ, and I will accept!!!!
K.M. Current Mood: excited
|Friday, May 23rd, 2008|
Information On The New LJ Gal
Hi All!!!! My name is Chantel!!!! I'm new to LJ. SO glad that I found this site! After 43Things shut us down, I thought I was going to go crazy!!!! ANYWAYS.... I'm a fun, loving, crazy, exciting, spontaneous, sweet, Gemini. I was born June 3, 1987. My three favorite things to do are Walking, Yoga, and Meditation. They burn calories, very relaxing and are a huge distraction from food!!!!
I'm ANA and MIA. My Eating Disorders came upon me at an early age. I have been ANA since I was 3 years of age and MIA since I was 17 years of age. I have been in a home recovery program once and plan on NEVER going back. I have gotten sneakier by the day!!!!Here are my stats and measurements:
Height: 5'5" 3/4
H.W.: 125 lbs
L.W.: 90 lbs
G.W.: 92 lbs
Bust: 32 in
Waist: 27 in
I love to give and recieve support from my fellow ANA/MIA's. I live on ANA/MIA sites! If you would ever like to chat, send me a text, IM, or LJ message!
~*Chantel*~ Current Mood: excited
|Friday, November 23rd, 2007|
Hi its me again a very long time has gone by since i posted here i just to write on this everyday so what happened... i'll tell you, i got fucking fat again!!
Right i was lost 20 pounds and almost reached my 1st goal weight when it all went horribly wrong, so now im back at 11 stone again. haven't been here for so long cant even remember what this is in pounds all i know is i hate it.
so here we go again and this time i have a little help from my lovely private doctor who each week happly gives me a pot of Phentermine and i give him £15 it works well.
my goal is to be 10 stone by the the 20th of december and this time i will do it!!!!
|Wednesday, October 24th, 2007|
ok so i used to be "normal" sized. i mean i wasn't bad i was about 125 lbs, but i wanted to slim down. i was so good! i dropped so much weight so fast! but then i got so good at it i couldn't stop partly because i was so afraid that if i ate anything i would gain it all back. i got down to about 80 lbs and that's when they took me to the hospital and psychiatrist and stuff. i was forced to gain weight. and they just wouldn't stop pushing me and watching me. finally i became so depressed that i ate just to please everyone. i gained it all back and then some. i am now 140 lbs. people say i don't look like it because it's almost all muscle but i know that i look like a giant-fata$$-elephant. i have been telling myself that i need to lose weight and i'll try to motivate myself but it seems so futile, that i just give up. i need to force myself to be skinnier!!! please please please help me!!! if i ever want to be pretty again (esp for him) i need to drop at least 30 lbs! ...and fast! but i'm in college and we don't have kitchens and so we are forced to eat at the HC in front of everyone! and i hate the comments i get when i only eat salad. but i need to lose weight! i feel like i'm just gaining it! my roommates are all so thin! two of them are ballerinas and it just isn't fair! and so the room has a candy bowl and shelves full of junkfood! i need to lose weight so badly but it's so hard and so i'm here for advice and support! and you can keep your mind preoccupied trying to help me succeed, so please help me!
does anyone know any thermogenics or anything that work really well?
|Tuesday, July 3rd, 2007|
I think I'm between 130-135. When I go to my mom's tomorrow, I'll have to weigh myself. I'm so scared of gaining back the weight. I was much lighter than this and for the past year, I stop making myself throw up, I eat what ever I want and didn't care and I ended up at 145 lbs. I lost about 10 lbs already. But every time I lose, I seem to gain it back. I have to watch what I eat. Today I had a small salad and some fish for lunch. I had a craving for sweets, so I had a snickers. After I ate it, I made myself throw it up. Now my stomach is empty and it feels good. I feel in control again. I want to go down to 100 lbs. It'll be tough. I live with my bf and he don't know what I do. I don't want him to know that I was ana and starting to be so again. He makes me eat. I have to eat dinner with him. So every time I finish dinner, I have to go and vomit. I'm scared, I don't want to be fat again. My hw was 165. I was always the fat one growing up and I don't want to go back there again. I was skinny and now I'm 130 and it makes me so sad. I'll do what ever it takes to go back down. I want to be 100 lbs.